Chaotic-Samurai

Just an awkward ray of sunshine

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Nikolai vs. by Chaotic-Samurai, literature

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Nikolai vs.

Once upon a time, there was a young boy named Nikolai who always dreamed of becoming the world's best Street cleaner. He trained every day for 400 hours in order to beat his rival, The Angry Menace. The day of the big competition arrived, and Nikolai came armed with a bus and his unstoppable determination. They were pitted against each other in a battle of wits, and Nikolai emerged as the ashamed victor! His achievement is celebrated every Childrens' day.

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A young woman named Leah loved making art, and practiced drawing all day long to become the very best in all her town. But one day, she was completely stumped. She looked around her room, full of art pieces featuring mystical Stories, sci-fi landscapes of a futuristic Hamburg, and a portrait of Amos Mac that looked so real, you could start a conversation with it. But nothing inspired her. Had she really created everything there was to create? Depressed, she looked out her window, and made a wish on a nearby cat for inspiration to return to her. The next morning, she sprung out of bed, and used her skill in drawing to create the most beautiful

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Dear Uncle B, Aunt S, and Uncle L, I want to say this because I'm feeling brave tonight, although I might decide against it before I send it. We'll see. I am afraid of saying this out loud, I'm afraid of what you will think of me, and I'm afraid of admitting this even to myself. But I've been trying to find words for this my entire life, and now I think maybe it is time for me to try to be honest. I see myself as a man. My body is female but my mind and personality tell me I am a man. And since my mind and personality are what make me ME, I think I am a man. I don't mean that I fit a personality stereotype of male-ness. I really don'

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Artist // Hobbyist // Film & Animation

Deviant for 13 years
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I call myself Jay the destroyer(long story), anyway I can't draw that great but I am pretty good with details. Just not the ending of a story. My specialty is character creation which I love doing. Currently, I've got a series, a storyline for a film and a work in progress. Besides for that I am viewed as a ray of sunshine by many because I'm a happy depressive. Its proof from my awkward smile. A lot of people mess with me but I'm still nice until they cross the line!

Favourite genre of music: Punk Rock
Favourite style of art: Comic Art & animation
Favourite cartoon character: Gary and Canti
Personal Quote: This must be how the last dinosaur must of felt like

Favourite Visual Artist

The people on this website

Favourite Movies

BenX

Favourite TV Shows

Futurama,Spongebob,ATHF,The Venture bros.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Ryan Cassata,Blink 182, Sum 41, The pillows

Favourite Books

Little Brother

Favourite Writers

Stan Lee

Favourite Games

Mario-kart

Favourite Gaming Platform

GameCube

Tools of the Trade

Just 1 kid,1 computer and a whole lot of free time

Other Interests

Watching cartoons,reading and running

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Chaotic-Samurai

Apr 16, 2018

All grown up

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I'm back, sorry to have been gone for so long. A lot has changed, Redmond died and I now have Tobias. I'm privately studying animation in lieu of school and now draw way better. Not where I should be but I'm happy. The good news is that I now have a squish who I'll call Perry. I'm moving to a point of not being as bitter, I still hate a lot of people but I'm trying to not put my energy into them. Instead I'm trying to focus on Perry, Tobias, and my career. Otherwise people can bite me.

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Chaotic-Samurai

May 25, 2014

I am back

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Hey I'm been gone for a bit so I guess an update is needed. Well I have had multiple breakdown and a suicide attempt in the last few months. On Jan 6 I had a breakdown so severe that if I had a shred of confidence left it died then. My grades fell and now I can barely move my pencil. I now believe I'm a loser which makes it more complex because I am going to college in the fall for an Animation Major. The pain has left me crushed and I don't know if I'll ever recover. I have not gotten a single apology which has eaten away at my soul to know that I don't have (intermediate) family to love and support me. I did get some support from my direct

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Chaotic-Samurai

Dec 15, 2013

I'm still breathing

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I'm alive, I've just been very tired. The class is over and now I have a new baby boy. His name is Adam Redmond Nandaba and he is a red betta fish. Its now his job to take my nonsense. The class will return next month and by then I could get ready for college. Currently, I have no natural talents. Something which fill me with fury but that is okay because that is what my class will fix. I have gotten better significantly however there is still a long way to go. Now I can draw trees pretty well and thats pretty much all I do. The last few months have been pretty dark and upsetting. They have been lonely and filled with tumblr trouble,Dysphor